Letters from friends and Family



Dearest Autumn and Jason:

I have to write what I cannot say and that is how
sowerful my heart is for you both. I can't even imagine
the pain you had to go through. As grandpa and I said
our prayers for little Noah my mind went quickly to
mother Mary who knew the pain and suffering you were
going through. I asked her to be at your side today
honey as she being the only one who knows of such
pain. God could not have given you this pain without
the grace that was granted to his mother to be able to
carry such pain in the early years of your life. Even
though you cannot understand it you will carry a
certain grace of knowing such a pain and your life
will be one step closer than mine is to God. For I'm
sure in order for anyone to go through this has you
have, surely that is alone, a sign that God is by your
side. We love you honey more than you can ever know .

Love Grandma and Grandpa


Dear Lord
I'm writing you at a time when my sister Autumn is
going through so much pain. It makes me cry to know
what she is going through. Lord I thank you for giving
me Autumn, because she is one of the greatest people I
know. Help Autumn to be strong, I know she's a strong
person, but now she needs it the most. Lord heal her
soul, heal her heart, and heal her body. Because only
you lord know we want another Zirkle. You gave people
like Sandy Alomar talent to catch, You gave people
like Russel Crow talent to act, but you gave the most
important talent to my sister Autumn, The talent of
being a mother. She is a great mother, she is a great
wife, she is a great sister! For some reason we do not
know this baby Noah Ryan Zirkle was taken away from us
and it hurts Lord. I do know this lord , a tragedy
like this is more than a heart can bare, but the
talent of being a mother will never faulter in Autumn
and Noah Ryan, you better behave yourself because
mother is watching, and when her chores are through
she will be with you once again. Because being a
mother to an unborn child is the kind of talent my
sister Autumn has. We will never forget you. We will
always love you!

Written By Steven Yoder



Born an Angel,

You will forever be in our hearts little Noah
May God Love you as we would have.
May he kiss your cheeks 100 times everyday,
as we would have.
May he sing you songs and hold you close
and spoil you rotton just like we would of.
We know only he could love you as we
would of loved you.


Aunt Jenny loves you Noah Ryan.


Dear Noah Ryan Zirkle,
I'm writing this note to express my deeprest
thoughts about you. I know in my heart that you are in
heaven being held close in our Lord Jesus's arms. What
a wonderful place to be! I just wish I could do that
with you. To kiss your soft little cheeks and chew
your toes and fingers. To feed you to hold you close
as you fall asleep in my arms while I softly sing
hymns to you when you're in my house like I did with
your brother Jason and Cousin Joshua. Even though I
never got to know you because you were in heaven
already when I first saw you , I was already in love
with you. I just wish you could have stayed here a
little longer so I could be a grandma to you too. I
guess I'll be your grand ma in my heart and wait until
I get to heaven so I can hold and kiss you for all
eternity.
I know in my heart I love you as much as I do your
brother and cousin. They both are so beautiful and I
can't get enough of them. I know I feel the same about
you and that you are just as beautiful as they are. I
know cause Jesus doesn't make junk! We are all so
blessed to have such beautiful grandbabies.
Noah Ryan Zirkle you wll forever be in my heart. I
love you so much now, just imagine if you were still
here for all of us to love! We all do, I know it to be
trus. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Love you Forever
Grandma Anita Zirkle



Dear Lord

I'm writing you at a time when my brother Jason is
going through so much pain. It makes me cry to know
what he is going through. Lord I thank you for giving
me jason because he is one of the greatest people I
know. Help Jason to be strong, I know he is a strong
person, but I know he needs it the most. Lord heal
his soul, heal his heart, heal his body. Because only
you know how much we want another Zirkle. Everyone
says I have the biggest heart. Well you have shown me
one who has bigger, my brother Jason. He works so hard
for his family. The talent of being a father is strong
in him. His love for my sister Autumn, theres no
words! His faith in you is always shinning. Thank you
for bringing such a great man for my sister.
Noah, dad is watching, he will be with you again when
his chores are through. He loves you. We Love you!

Remember Noah Ryan he was born in our hearts and will
live there forever!


Love Steven Yoder



My Grandson Noah Ryan,

How does grandma explain how much pain I feel? I
can't.
How does grandma explain how beautiful you looked when
I first saw you? I can.
Noah, when I first layd eyes upon you in the hospital,
grandma could only think of one thing at that moment.
It was, how beautiful you were. For those few precious
seconds I looked down at you and all my love came
pouring out of me at my beautiful grandson. At that
momment I knew there would come another time when you
will bounce in my arms and give me kisses. Oh, how
happy grandma will be! I love you honey, our little
angel, and when my chores are through , I will be
there to spoil you like the others.

God is always with you, Grandma Yoder